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I'm sorry

Today was a bad bad bad day!

after watching my show, went down to look for Esther&Wen. talked to them about what i'm stressing about. sigh. luckily, their words made me think through. " don't do anyth that will make you regret ".

around 6plus, Gerald&co came to green table just to fetch me to Mac. HAHAHA! so hornoured eh. LOL! before they come, Gerald called. he thought i was crying and said, " jie ai shun bian " like wth. as if anyone had pass away. heh. anyways, they were good enough to cycle all the way there to fetch me. thanks yeah! Meici and Laykwan were at Mac, slacked with them till 8plus, Gerald cycled me back to green table to look for Julia and Cat. slacked till 10plus, i went home first.

i'm sorry for those things that i've said to you in the afternoon.

but, somehow that is how i'm feeling.

i'm not like you who don't know how to express your feelings out.

i admit that my tone was harsh.

but, whatever i've said is a fact.

its not that you're not good enough.

is just that you don't know what i want.

please, go think about what i've said in the message.

if you really understand what i'm saying alr,

then contact me bahs.

yes or no?

失去的, 找得回吗?

seriously, nothing much to post about.

Hope it wouldn't come true

tomorrow, Amanda is going back to school to study with Berin! :D
amazing huh. HAHAHA!

went to green table again. only Baby and Timothy were there. Esther&Wen came down shortly. waited for Cat to prepare, afterwards, took bus136 to Kovan to play pool (: had fun! had dinner at the hawker centre then bus-ed home with Cat.

That's my day.
bored.


i'm sure you'll know i'm refering to you.
don't say my friends, even me, myself have doubts about the upcoming "thing".
is like, i've been asking myself many times.
will i really make it?
sigh. i can only say, i don't have much faith in myself.
as you've always said.
even if you had me, but not my heart, what's the point?
i'm sorry in advance if i were to fail you.

Nothing is impossible.

current time is 2.21am
I'm watching a Hongkong movie with my mama (:
Julia is sleeping on my bed, & I'm missing my Baby so much!

went down to green table at 5plus to look for Baby, Cat, Esther&Wen.
slacked till 7plus, Julia called me. she asked me to wait for her as she was reaching eh. hey girl, don't cry for this kinda thing alrights? go talk to your teacher. i'm sure there is still hope eh (: then, Joel&co walked pass. LOL! that asshole, from far can alr hear his voice. " 人还没到, 声音先到 " HAHAHA! :D that loudhailer. crapped with him for awhile, Baby&I, Esther&Wen headed for Chinatown.

Finally, Wen and I can have our dinner. heh, damn hungry when we were on our way there. plus, she was having gastric pain alr. after dinner, went up to playground again. slacked, talked, lots of laughter (: Baby and I were talking about the past. HAHAHA! really didn't expect that we will be together in the end :D after sending Wen home, Esther and I train-ed back to Sengkang as Julia and Cat were waiting for us.

Baby,
I'm missing you so much! ):
how i wish you can don't go Thailand.
but, it's somehow your family outing yeah,
and i can't be selfish by always keeping you by my side eh.
我好舍不得你啊!

Its good to see you smile

31th Aug,
after secondary school's concert, rushed back to Rivervale Mall to meet Xiongyao, Jovan and Royal.



went back to primary school together, saw many familiar faces. HAHAHA! find some teachers and surprisingly, they still remember us! (: Sabrina came to look for me. went to look around at dance studio but it was closed ): decided to go look for Miss Cherie. heh. saw Maoxiang at the stairs and he tagged along.

Fast forward~

in the end, Maoxiang and i didn't visit her, we went to Kovan for pool with Jovan, Julia, JasmineY & JasmineC, HAHAHA! Baby&his friends were there too! (: Had a fun time yeah. went to hawker center for dinner, pool for 1hour again then took bus119 with Julia to Hougang CC to look those two little boys. HAHAHA! played bball with them. fyi, I WON BABY! heh.

cabbed back with Julia.

1st Aug,


woke up quite late today. prepared&trained down to Bugis to collect the gift for Baby (: heh, he didn't know whye i went down for. after collecting, took bus12 to Chinatown. suppose to meet Baby, Esther&Wen at playground. when i reached, Baby called and said that he can't get out of his house! arghs! damn agitated.

went up alone. sat there for around 30min, finally the couple reached. &Baby just managed to get out of his house. he accompanied me down for dinner then went back to look for Esther&Wen.

they were playing bball with some unknown people while Wen and i were laughing at them. HAHAHA! :D after playing, they were so sweaty. arghs. Wen went home around 10 while three of us went to Mrt station. gave Baby the thing i get for him and trained home with Esther (:

Baby, this is really the first time i've put in this kinda effort for a guy yeah. the smile from you, makes me feel the satisfaction. you know I love you yeah :D

Quiz :D

Julia tagged me this quiz eh, first have to fill up 10 names which you think of and copy-paste the questions on my blog (:

1. What would you do if Julia and Jinyong were going out?
I will ask where they were going and could i tag along.

2. Does Wen make you hot?
of course not! :p she is my dasao eh.

3. Esther just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
LOL, this thing won't happen.

4. What do you think of Jinyong?
Cute, Handsome, Balanced attitude, (: a good boyf!

5. Can Catherine be bad influence?
HAHAHA! i think i would be the bad influence to her? heh.

6. Do you miss Minyi?
hmms, kind of?

7. Timothy got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
MONKEY! HAHA!

8. Have you ever been in Deslyn's house?
yes, of course.

9. Would you marry Berlin?
NO WAY. (:

10. What is Chengyee's favorite TV show or movie?
erm, seriously, i dunno.

LOL, what a quiz.
try it if you want: http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481

我想说其实你很好, 你自己却不知道

now is alr 2.10am yet i'm still playing Fish A Fish in Facebook :D

Yesterday,
met Julia at green table to study. exams are coming soon eh! she taught me Trigonometry, which is the chapter i missed out past few weeks. thanks yeah! (: Esther and Minyi came down afterwards. followed by Baby, Timothy and Weixun. LOL. they played cards while Julia and I were studying. heh. they played till damn funny laas! cute. the two old ones went home, then the three small boys went home too, heh.

Catherine cabbed back from Jurong. like super far can. haiyo! she went home bathed and accompanied us to mall for my late dinner. LOL! studied in the food court, like wth. HAHAHA! around 12plus, my mother called. sent Julia home then Cat send me home (: